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26 May 2012 @ May 26, 2012
2 projects to be completed within 5 weeks...
No scratch that, make it 4 weeks.
Is that possible? How?
不可能，也得可能.
11 May 2012 @ May 11, 2012

Oh my gosh... body aching everywhere. But it was worth it.
07 May 2012 @ May 07, 2012
Disappointment.

Why do I need to prepare for the uncertain and so-far-away future when I haven't even settled my plans for my near-future? Why do I need to have a schedule in life? Why can't I sit and laze around the house during the holidays? Why do I have to work? Why do I have to wake up or sleep at the time you want me to? Why do I have to eat at the time you want me to? Why do I have to get out of the house and come home at the time you want me to? Why am I compared to other in ways that you wish to? Why can't I be different? I am Different. Very Very Different. I don't dress outrageously, I don't behave outrageously and I even work and spend my own money.



Why do you label my love for animes, cartoons and fantasy themed books or movies as childish and negative. Why do you disapprove what I like? You don't know how hard I try suppress myself so as to not lead you to thinking that I might become obsessed. I only show 10% of them and hide the other 90% away from you.

Do you know how much I love music? Do you know how much I love my animes and mangas? Do you know how much I wish to be with my friends? Do you know how hard I try to be a good daughter for you? It's been really hard. I don't know how long can I resist the temptation of actually doing something out of my mind. No, not my mind. YOUR MIND.

Over these twenty years, have I really not shown any growth or progress? Have I still, not gained your trust? Why do you need to yell at me? Why do you need to criticise me? Why do you need to bring up those old stories? Why can't we discuss instead sounding like an angry mother with her nonchalant teenager.

I am so glad that you couldn't figure out why I am the way I am, and I hope that you never will.
I don't ever wanna cry when I'm supposed to be mad.
(I'm sorry that this is a little messed up, because my mind is as messed up at the moment too.)


我不需要朋友来抚慰我的失落，也不需要有人来给我打气、逗我开心。我只要一个人静一静，才能把散落满地的玻璃，一块一块地拼凑好。我很快很快就能忘记这个伤痛，因为我的记忆有限，它会把坏的淘汰，只留下美好的回忆。

I'll be safe and sound.
06 May 2012 @ May 06, 2012
What have I been doing with the holidays?
Entertaining myself. 自得其乐


I'm dancing with mysee--lfff~